KILL...with Personality (short story)

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People have careers and goals that they can throw themselves into and be passionate about. I am completely unable to do that. Through a job I got as a door supervisor I met people involved in all sorts of criminal activity. By the time I was 21, I was one of them and got my first conviction for robbery. However I hid this from my friends and family and continued life as normal. I now know that this is when I first was first diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder.


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Remarkably the doctors never told me, although they wrote it down and shared it amongst each other. They prescribed me anti-depressants and anti-anxiety medication which whilst seeming to dull my senses slightly did nothing in addressing the underlying problem. And not once was I ever told what was wrong with me. I lived a double life. On one side I was a self-employed computer technician and on the other I was serious criminal. This continued until I ended up in court again. I was told by my barrister that I would probably go to prison.

And I suppose this was the turning point. When I decided to make a permanent change for my sake and the sake of my family whom I love very much. My partner was pregnant you see, and I would miss the birth of my daughter and likely the first few years of her life if I went to prison. Not to mention the thought of being trapped in a cell was terrifying.

It was at this point whilst trying to better myself that I was finally told my diagnosis was severe antisocial personality disorder. I had gone to seek help because I thought I potentially had ADHD, a fairly logical conclusion because of my impulsive thrill seeking behaviour and low boredom threshold. After being told my diagnosis I was then able to understand how and why I behaved the way I did: Up until then I had not known what was wrong with me and so I was unable to deal with the problem.

This has not been an easy journey.

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I have had several jobs since and I have found out a lot about myself and my personality and what my strengths and weaknesses are. I would be very surprised if anyone who has met since would think there was anything wrong with me. The only thing unusual about me if it even is unusual is the struggle of being permanently bored and restless. My mind and body seem to need so much stimulation it's almost painful.

Since I have channelled this into exercising, mainly weights and strength training, and also into reading and I love puzzles. I often look at people just sat contently watching television and wonder how on earth their minds are so peaceful.

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As I am now I know I would never go back to a life of crime and I have no desire to do so. Now the struggle is discovering what to do next, something which I think about every day. But I still don't know. She informed me that I am capable of love and empathy with certain people that I am close to but outside of this I am completely remorseless. This is something which my family have struggled greatly with since learning of my diagnosis.

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And to be honest, in some ways I wish I hadn't told them. Once they googled it, they instantly came across sites and forums dedicated to this topic. All of which insist I am incapable of loving anyone but myself, and that any signs I do is only so I can use and manipulate them. But I strongly believe the majority of studies done on ASPD are on dangerous criminal 'psychopaths' who are in prison for serious crimes.

While there are a huge number of people, like me now, who are not violent or criminal, and live normal lives.

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But that frustration I have with my family soon subsides. I am truly grateful to have been blessed with them. If you have been diagnosed with a Personality Disorder or would like to learn more, we have information and some self-care advice here. We appreciate your feedback- if you have a second to scroll to the bottom of the page to Is this page useful? Andrew works in sales and marketing. Suga - Suga is the head of drugs.


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